Devious Journal Entry

I had but a fleeting thought of you
In a moment when nothing else came.
I missed you and it made me feel hot and angry and lonely.
Tears spilled down my cheeks and I cried out to the world
Why had this happened now,
after so many years...?
I still miss you.

Mama....father...brother...nephew....lover...son.
Parts of me, now parts of the infinite.
But still, parts of me.
Another years ends. Another year starts and I still miss you.  
I still love you.
I still miss you.
Forgive my tears but accept them as proof.
I will always miss you.
I will always love you.

I will never forget you and I will always...always love you.
Happy New Year to the heart of my heart and all the parts of it.